Search

Teensy Weensy Gal

Indulge in my messy universe.

Tag

Love

I love you. I do. I love you. I do. I love you. I do.
I love you. I do. I love you…and it’s killing me.
I love you. I do. I love you. I do. I love you. I do.
I love you. I do. I love you…but I am just too late.
I love you. I do.
I love you.
I do.

Words by MV Sorima

 

I Love You (poetry)

Background photo from indieminduk.tumblr.com

 

‘Hoodies and Stormy, Rainy Days’

20228694_485775551777139_4880808062325749360_n

 

One stormy day, I was sitting on a grey couch in a small room; hugging myself tightly because I stupidly forgot my jacket. At first, I can handle the coldness until the winds blew harder, and the rain poured even more drastically. I closed my eyes when my whole body was finally numb from head to feet. I remained like that for a few more minutes; waiting for the bad weather to ease, but it won’t. And when I opened my eyes again, I saw him with his left arm outstretched to me. He’s handing a white fabric. Involuntarily (and I don’t know why), I grabbed it immediately. I saw him fixing the folds on his white polo shirt, and at the same time, I saw that what he gave me was his white hoodie.

Every other stormy or rainy day after that, I can’t help but get outside for a bit to see the weather. I will try to close my eyes again, hoping that when I opened them, he’s going to be right there just the same. But every other stormy or rainy day after that, I fail.

He was a good friend in a way that he makes me smile or laugh (although he didn’t know because I was good in hiding it). It’s been a long time now since I last saw him. Even from the very start, I know that someday we’ll be separated, and that’s inevitable. But still, on our last day, I wasn’t prepared.

When you come to think of it, there are really people or things that we learn to love, but are ought to cross our paths just for once and be gone for good. Accepting that is as painful and cold as walking under stormy, rainy skies. But then, all things will come to an end. You’ll find the sun shining again, and you look back to see that person you loved. You’ll realize he’s too far away now, but the love is still there.

It’s been many years now, but the white hoodie was still kept somewhere in my closet. When I gave it back to him before, he insisted that I hold on to it instead. And although I’m not holding on to it anymore the way I did in the past, there are still days when I will wear it. Like its previous owner, I’m not attached to it anymore. But also like its previous owner, it has got a special place in my heart already.

Now, when it is stormy or raining, I don’t close my eyes anymore or wait for someone to appear out of the blue (silly). But I still remember that moment. I never forget.

Words by MV Sorima 
Photos from k15h1 tumblruser & Pinterest

‘Just Fine’

31e4a12b902bcc3c2b62dd981da90c46.jpg

Hey there! Yes, you.

Just wanna remind you that you’re allowed to be messy and complicated.

Take your time.

You need not to rush.

Grow in your own pace, for yourself and for the people you love.

Celebrate all the ringing questions in your head. Even if they make you dizzy and confused, they are part of one’s life.

Celebrate the times you don’t know what to do with your life, or the moments when you think you’re being left behind. Chances are you’re really not, but if you really are, I know you can catch up.

I know you have done a lot of terrible things that’s why it’s so hard for you to see your greatness. So, let me pat your shoulder for a while and say “YOU ARE DOING JUST FINE.”

 

WORDS BY MV SORIMA

PHOTO FROM PINTEREST USERS

‘Scared To Death’

Photo from steveotto FLICKR

I am very scared that no one will love me for me. I don’t go by the world standards we have nowadays, but most especially because I’m too wrecked and complicated. I have a weird kind of thinking that I don’t think somebody would understand. No one in my pool of loved ones do, so why would a stranger will?

Words by MV Sorima #prose
Photo from steveotto FLICKR

‘Wonders’

If you have only read my mind,
and heard my heart,
and felt my soul,
you’ll be in tears.
You’ll be filled with wonder.
You’ll ask me why,
but I sure won’t be able to answer
because I don’t know either.
I think, it’s just the way it is.
Believe me,
I also wonder why and how I love that much.

Untitled

‘WONDERS’

Words by MV Sorima
Photo from Once Upon A Time (TV Series)

‘Every Pain’

Every Pain (prose).png
(c) Huffpost

Every kind of pain, whether reasonable or not, must still be acknowledged. The pain that should not have been there, if and only if you have chosen what’s right for you, is still pain. Every kind of pain must be showered with all kinds of love and care this world contains.

Words by MV Sorima

ALSO FOUND IN THE ARTIDOPE!

Why We Brush Off People Who Like Us

Have you ever been in a situation where someone you like has started to reciprocate your feelings back? Or someone out of nowhere hints you that he likes you? Do you belong to the majority of the people who feel very awkward in such situations?

Well, it’s a common story that it’s very uncomfortable when the object of your affection finally reciprocates back, more uneasy than those times when he/she can’t see you yet. When someone says he/she likes you, you draw back. I find myself doing such, and now that I’ve watched this video, I came to understand everything.

Can you believe that the answer to this is none other than ourselves. We go off because we can’t see the reason why they like us. It’s because we believe we are unlovable due to many things in our past. We believe we don’t deserve more that’s why unrequited affections are much okay for us. When we are brushed off by someone, we’re not surprised because we subconsciously believe that we deserve that kind of treatment.

So if you’re going through the same thing, why don’t you give your admirer a chance? Maybe he/she’s the ‘right’ one for you…

” We accept the love we think we deserve “

– Perks of Being a Wallflower

Video from The School of Life

15 Things That Happen When You Fall In Love With Your Life Instead Of A Person | Thought Catalog

One of the things I am very proud of is that I successfully passed through the roller coaster journey of genuinely loving my life and myself. You know what, after I’ve done that, I felt powerful in a sense that I AM COMPLETE. And feeling like that will surely unleash me to greater things out there that I’m yet to discover! 

via 15 Things That Happen When You Fall In Love With Your Life Instead Of A Person | Thought Catalog

WHY

When I was 16, I outcried.
In front of hundreds of people
listening to me, I said that
I love him.
I uttered it in a language
he can understand.
He was sitting from faraway
with his arms crossed on his chest.
And when he stood up, I knew he
recognized himself through my metaphors.

I was 16 back then,
very young and naive.
But I already knew
that speaking your feelings out
is important and vital.
I know I was brave.
I know I did the right thing.

Now, in my present life,
I passed by people.
People who are much
older than 16.
With very high walls
and tough shields.
Who are too afraid
of vulnerability.

I watch as to how much love
is lost along the way.
How they can’t see
the sparkling dust of euphoria
in their hands.
They’re all letting it slip away.

I can see the magnetic force
between their glances.
I can hear the loud thumping of their hearts
when they touch.
I can feel the rhapsody when they see
each other smile.
But, still,
they walk away.

I watch all of them
with one pressing question
in my mind.
WHY?

FotorCreated

Now in The Artidope

 

Powered by WordPress.com.

Up ↑

%d bloggers like this: